I am in India studying with my teacher David Garrigues, so I am in a different time zone than my family of origin.
Before leaving for this nearly 6 week trip to this wild and wonderful adventure called India, I spent a full day with my dad. I cleaned his room, did his laundry, clipped his toenails, ate lunch with him and his pals and watched television with him while my chihuahuas sat on his lap. It was a lovely day. When It was time to leave I could feel the thought that it might be the last time we would be together in a both of us alive kind of way. He was becoming more and more feeble and his heart and lungs were growing weary. I didn't tell him I was going to India, I didn't want to confuse him, I didn't want him to worry.
So I kissed him on the cheek and squeezed his hand and said "Bye bye daddy, see you soon."
This morning at about 5:30 AM Kovalam time I checked my emails before practice. There were many from my husband, I read them first, and then one from my brother. Uh oh....my father died. "He slipped off with dignity." My brother assured me that his transition was smooth and that it was for the best. He was ready to go.
neek, me, dad's real pig skin football, jeff, jenn and valerie |
But this football season was different than all of the others. My brother Jeff had to remind dad when the games where. Sometimes when Jeff went over to watch a game with my dad he was watching an animal show or a Turner Classic Movie. We knew he was not long for this world. He was done and so he went.
My brother and sister and her wife were with him as he went. They made plans to get him cremated the next day, and to have celebration of his life on his upcoming birthday, March 28th. I will be home by then.
the upper darby high school gang my dad is on the way right |